Void - Does It Exists

The word "VOID" in itself negates the existence. Dictionaries define it as unoccupied,vacant, containing nothing etc....... I say I have a void. I feel void but does it mean I contain nothing or I should feel there is still a vacancy to fill up myself. How I should "All who are reading and those not reading as well" will be able to say. How I would is only "I" would decide.


I feel for someone, I want her and I am desperate so What I am - UNOCCUPIED, VACANT or Containing nothing. Is it not that she is vacant. Is it not that she is void. Because for me I am very much occupied. For me the child like innocence still exists and for me I have something which is keeping me "occupied." Hence the theory says SHE IS VOID, SHE IS VACANT and not Me. This "She" is not necessarily a motto may not also be a motivation. But the I in me says I have a VOID.

The biggest irony is I can't define SHE also. Well In fact I have not been able to find the real SHE. And If I think "YOU" are the one who can feel the void in me Do "YOU" not have a right to think in the same way. If the answer is yes Why the "I" becomes so selfish and forgets "YOUR" right. Why does it want "YOU" to act which suits "I" the best. and then in an effort to finish the void actually aggravates it.
The answer is neither simple nor logical. The "You" which I feel is an answer yo his void is actually of somebody else. Just becoming friends to "I" Will "You" be responsible of his voids. Not necessarily. It has to be a win win situation. It has to be a long term solution. Whatever good "I" may be Let "YOU" decide the suitability. Else the VOID WILL BECOME BIGGER AND "I" will become "Void ab initio" for "YOU".

"YOU" The writer feels You have a right to choose and react and hence "You" must inform "I" his limitations and help him finding a way to fill his void as "YOU" have become very important for "I" and will be a catalyst to all Good things in his life.